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Courage

 What is courage , you ask . Courage means so many things. Courage is dying for someone else , or saving a life. Courage is loving someone unconditionally. Courage can mean growth or even un forgiveness. 


Courage is facing your fears and grasping onto your dreams. Courage is hope and faith. 


For me courage is seeing others for where they are and loving them with all my heart. Courage to me is knowing when they don’t show up , it’s not my fault. 


Courage is loving myself enough to remain hopeful to have my dreams. Letting God lead me into this life that is a battle . 


Courage is letting God be in control and wearing my armor. 


Love comes from with in , joy comes from with in. It’s not manufactured by money or material things , but from ourselves . 


Sometimes courage is just being brave enough to choose joy. Especially when it seems like it’s always raining inside. 


God is my anchor . Thank you Lord . 





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