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U Turns

Sitting in the parking lot at work 2.5 hours early I’m going to write this first before I go in
I started this blog because my luck is so bad no one can even believe it . So I decided to document my stories as the weeks go by maybe it can bring some laughter or maybe you can pray over the curse on my life. It seems like no matter how prepared I am things go wrong terrible wrong. Like  I’m in a movie . So this is it coffee with Amy. 3 days ago I was blessed to finally move I found movers through u haul . I suspected they would turn out just fine . They text told me I didn’t need a truck or u haul they would take care of everything . I text all month making sure everything was the case due to my ( luck )

On the morning of the move I woke up at 4 am to be ready for the movers at 7 am . At 7 am they didn’t show nor at 8 am or 9:30 am they finally arrived 15 min til 10 am and asked me where my truck was ? I was like what do you mean ? He said you need a truck if you don’t I’ll move you another day . I had his text stating I did not need a truck or u haul and sent it to him . He said sorry he will try to find me a truck . At this point I was so mad I told him bye bye .

I was almost In tears . I told my friend who I was moving in with she came to the rescue with her truck we moved the stuff ourselves . In 100 degree weather mid day .

Story 2. I was down to my last dollar and I received a check in the mail from a settlement 280.00 thank god I'm thinking this was last us til pay day ! I put the check in my bank they put a hold on it for two weeks ! It’s been 13 days I still don’t have my money .


Story 3. I worked 6 days a week this month extra hours every single day to hit a number in sales to hit my bonus . Long hard hours . The very last day I had I was 1200 dollars away . We have to sell and deliver to get bonus . I had a 3000 dollar order to go out that last day to make my bonus . They closed delivery’s 15 min before they paid . I missed my bonus by 1200 bucks .

500 dollar bonus !

So I’m tired and broke and over worked but God has blessed us to move I pray for a miracle of blessings to come !’




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