Morning Coffee

Things have been rough this month it’s been slow at work . I sat on Thursday with a dollar in my bank account . It’s never ever been this bad . I’ve basically sold nothing in weeks how will I find food or gas . My last 3 checks were awesome but not this one and certainly not the next . This is crazy. As a single mom we run out of recourses . And some times hope . Sometimes we are rich and there’s those times we have nothing . Where is God I wondered ? As I laid in bed depressed and defeated which is not me but really no way out , I heard something in the kitchen I thought Michelle had maybe come home I checked no one was there . ( strange ) I laid back down to watch Lucifer on Netflix I later picked up Raigan from school and made her dinner . I got a text from my manager telling me I could go on company’s fishing trip I been wanting go all year but I had a dollar and my phone is about to be turned off . I thought what has my life turned into ? Is it really this bad right now ? I ...

This blog is only for my accounts of my terrible luck that happens on a daily or weekly basis. Today I called the bank once again on the check they held for over 2 weeks the guy at the bank finally agreed to give us a 100 of it . I rushed to ATM to get my money and as I put my card in and it was processing my card got stuck so no money no card !!! Oh my goodness

Sitting in the parking lot at work 2.5 hours early I’m going to write this first before I go in I started this blog because my luck is so bad no one can even believe it . So I decided to document my stories as the weeks go by maybe it can bring some laughter or maybe you can pray over the curse on my life. It seems like no matter how prepared I am things go wrong terrible wrong. Like  I’m in a movie . So this is it coffee with Amy. 3 days ago I was blessed to finally move I found movers through u haul . I suspected they would turn out just fine . They text told me I didn’t need a truck or u haul they would take care of everything . I text all month making sure everything was the case due to my ( luck ) On the morning of the move I woke up at 4 am to be ready for the movers at 7 am . At 7 am they didn’t show nor at 8 am or 9:30 am they finally arrived 15 min til 10 am and asked me where my truck was ? I was like what do you mean ? He said you need a truck if you don’t I’ll move y...

Maybe we all have secret prayers I have a prayer list I write out every morning most not for my morning blog. As I wait for my movers who are 2 hours late I can say I pray for things that may not be apart of Gods plan for me . Like God I want to be married by 42 I’m getting old and wrinkly. God I want the salary position at my job I’m getting tired . God I would love to do missionary work please open a door . But what is Gods will vs our own as we slave away every day . God I want to live at the ocean . I want my kids to love you God. I want to be healed and love my enemies and to show Gods love . I strive for these things but we never know what Gods purpose is as we wait on God . What will this year bring ? What will it bring by age of 42? We will see