Things have been rough this month it’s been slow at work . I sat on Thursday with a dollar in my bank account . It’s never ever been this bad . I’ve basically sold nothing in weeks how will I find food or gas . My last 3 checks were awesome but not this one and certainly not the next . This is crazy.
As a single mom we run out of recourses . And some times hope . Sometimes we are rich and there’s those times we have nothing . Where is God I wondered ? As I laid in bed depressed and defeated which is not me but really no way out , I heard something in the kitchen I thought Michelle had maybe come home I checked no one was there . ( strange )
I laid back down to watch Lucifer on Netflix I later picked up Raigan from school and made her dinner . I got a text from my manager telling me I could go on company’s fishing trip I been wanting go all year but I had a dollar and my phone is about to be turned off . I thought what has my life turned into ? Is it really this bad right now ?
I had to decline the fishing trip . As my disappoint and anger got the best of me I did not want to go to back to school night . Raigan told me we had to go so we went . I got a text from Michelle asking me to call her after back to school night her phone alerted her there was an entry in the home through the back door 4 minutes after me and Raigan left .
I drove to the house all the doors front and back were open . The back door was wide open the dog was gone . We called the police who kindly came after an hour .
We don’t know who it was . But my unlucky days are beginning to hit new levels I mean I drove to work yesterday thinking I’m a bad ass .
I been through crazy stuff ( my whole life ) the past few months takes the cake ! I’ve been chased down and my car blocked in by a man at 11:30 pm road rage I was alone with Raigan , the crazy man at El Polo Loco who sat at my booth asked me to call police . I almost died in a high speed chase all in one week .
It’s never ending ! What’s next ? I mean what’s next ?
As a single mom we run out of recourses . And some times hope . Sometimes we are rich and there’s those times we have nothing . Where is God I wondered ? As I laid in bed depressed and defeated which is not me but really no way out , I heard something in the kitchen I thought Michelle had maybe come home I checked no one was there . ( strange )
I laid back down to watch Lucifer on Netflix I later picked up Raigan from school and made her dinner . I got a text from my manager telling me I could go on company’s fishing trip I been wanting go all year but I had a dollar and my phone is about to be turned off . I thought what has my life turned into ? Is it really this bad right now ?
I had to decline the fishing trip . As my disappoint and anger got the best of me I did not want to go to back to school night . Raigan told me we had to go so we went . I got a text from Michelle asking me to call her after back to school night her phone alerted her there was an entry in the home through the back door 4 minutes after me and Raigan left .
I drove to the house all the doors front and back were open . The back door was wide open the dog was gone . We called the police who kindly came after an hour .
We don’t know who it was . But my unlucky days are beginning to hit new levels I mean I drove to work yesterday thinking I’m a bad ass .
I been through crazy stuff ( my whole life ) the past few months takes the cake ! I’ve been chased down and my car blocked in by a man at 11:30 pm road rage I was alone with Raigan , the crazy man at El Polo Loco who sat at my booth asked me to call police . I almost died in a high speed chase all in one week .
It’s never ending ! What’s next ? I mean what’s next ?
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