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Just When It Can’t

This blog is only for my accounts of my terrible luck that happens on a daily or weekly basis. Today I called the bank once again on the check they held for over 2 weeks the guy at the bank finally agreed to give us a 100 of it . I rushed to ATM to get my money and as I put my card in and it was processing my card got stuck so no money no card !!! Oh my goodness

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